Between Two worlds.....

Two worlds, one self.

I live in two worlds,
one I desire,
and the other that conspires
with what I aspire.

The one that lives the future I want,
and the other, planting that seed.

The one that lives in daylight,
the other, stealing the night.

The one unsure, scared, nervous,
of what the future holds,
the other one knows
how everything unfolds.

The one where every door
leads to another shore,
in the other, one desire
seeks them all.

From one, I escape,
to the other, I creep,
to steal a glance
at the world where I stand.

Living in that world
ignites the fire,
to build a bridge
between them,
and make them one.

But sometimes,
when the two worlds collide,
dreaming all the lives
and living them in one,
while the other, the one that makes it happen,
is paused.

The collision of these worlds
brings fear, disappointment, sadness,
what if the other
never gets a chance to exist?

Will these two worlds
ever become one?

Or must I build the door myself
to become what I’ve begun?

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